Signs Of Freedom

I was still upset with god but deep down in side I still believe in him, I just was speaking of anger at the time. I would still talk to him and pray for my family, and I would mainly talk to him about setting all of us Jews free. I was getting good feelings about getting set free. I was just hoping that once we get set free, that I would see my mom and my little brother. I would just pray and pray to god that he would let me see my mom and brother again. I would talk to my dads spirit asking him if he can be with me, all he would tell me is that I will be fine, and that I will survive the holocaust. I believed him because I stayed alive through all of this. I just prayed over and over asking if I can get out of this situation soon. the sirens went off and I just thought to myself that this could be it.